Thursday, March 19, 2009

A Solitary walk

Gayale ana 7alet ra3'y mesh tabe3ya.. 7assa zay ma yekooN 7ad raKeb radio f dma3'y w 3amla ba2a 7awadeet abla fadeela sha3'ala fou2.. fa 2olt agy aktebha heNa badal ma atGanen ya3ni.. omal el wa7ed 3amel bloG leih ?

by2olek eih ba2a ya setty .. el share3 kan hady keda w gameel.. el wa2t kan ba3d el 3asr b shewya w el bent kanet bet3ady el share3 w ma3aha shanta cross beige keda.. wel share3 kan feih nas rakba 3agal.. wel ard nedeeefa awi,.. w 3allamat el merooor elly fel ard loonha abyad nase3 keda wel air is very fresh... 3adet el bent el share3.. and she had a long walk by the side of the sea.. 3al corniche ya3ni.. w heya mashya ba2a kanet 7atta el mp3 player in her ears and listening to her best songs... the playlist she prepared carefully the night before

she was listening happily and every song in that carefully selected playlist touches a part of her and makes her think about her life. A sad song followed by a happy one followed by one of the best songs she used to listen to when she was a child. All her dear people were invited in her mind in that solitary walk... she remembered those whom life has separated her from them for good.. and a warm tear dropped down on her cold cheeks from the air around... and then her sweet memories made her smile.. and her childish memories remembered her of the child inside her that she never tries to hide because childhood means purity to her.. and that was a great value that she cherishes...she's happy that this part of her was kept safe from the effects of life and people.

She sat down to have a break... and to let her mind be fully dedicated to daydreaming and nothing else. she imagined the call she's always waiting for.. and she imagined every single detail of that converation.. she fiinished the call. and was back on earth... after that mind trip.

Suddenly she realized that it became darker around.. and that night had came.. she looked to her watch.. and remembered her train that is going to leave shortly.
On her way back.. she refused to think about her busy day at work tomorrow... she postponed remembering her never ending to- do lists.. And she just paused her mind on the time she had by the sea...

Hallucination

Fag2a keda 7asset eny 3aYza a7'araf... Gale e7sas 7ad byfou2 mn el beng w lessa 7'areg mn 2ooodet el 3amayat.. although I've never been through it el 7amdu lellah... bas I feel like hallucinating awi... 3ayza a2ool kalam maloosh 3elaka b ba3do.. mesh 3ayza atkalem fe 7aga 3alla ba3daha...
YALLA ONE... TWO .. THREE
  • YOUh YOUH howa fe 7ad enahrda byfteker ?
  • 7'allas ba2et 3ada ya 7abeeby.. w edala3t b zeyada
  • Suspense
  • close ur eyes, hold ur nose and JUMP
  • eshme3Na ya3ni ?
  • KoLaho baZenJaN
  • nefsy a3raf howa leih maynfa3sh
  • yalla press the button
  • aiwa.. ana 3ayza a3'yar el wad3... I'm willing to be the pioneer... bas ya tarra hab2a mabsoota keda???
  • 3aYza afhaM...
  • Kan fe ZamaN walad rasSam... bas howa meen elly 2al 3alleih rasaM.. el nas elly shafet el rasma?!.. may be howa 2a3ad yekno3hom en rasmo 7elw.. w howa rasmo 3ady asLaN
  • ana ektashaft en 7atta law 2omnyet 7ayaty et7a2a3et w even once in a life time I could read somebody's mind.. once mesh hateb2a kefaya.. 3ashan kol shewya ha2ool.. ma momken tekoon fe 7aga 7assalet wel ra2y da et3'ayar
  • wel 3aTaba gaZaZ wel Selem naYlOo fe naylooo
  • el wDooOo7.. please
  • 3'aLta maTba3ya
  • ma3Rafsh ana Bona2aN 3alla eih
  • amma neshouf
  • 7aSby ALLAH w ne3m el wakeeL
  • Ana 3aYza aSafer.. 3aYza ashouf el ba7r... nefsy akalemo keda..
  • taDooOk sa3at Zabt el wakt
  • eih da.. ezZai keda ?
  • SEDDO w ESTAREEE7
  • 3ayZa anZel amshi 7awaleen Sooor el koleya el 7arbya
  • leih la2a ?
  • Sponteneous.. Fresh.. Free.. monta3eesha.. el donya sob7.. w batmasha
  • shewayet self control w kolo hayeb2a fel tamaM.. bas ya3ni howa eih el limit... ya3ni ma howa ana law kol 7aga 7atetlaha rules w plan w keda hat2eleb l machine.. hab2a sab3awy tamaNyawy taha
  • ma heya kol 7aga leeha mezetha w 3eeBha
  • Today we'll opem cafe cheenOoOo
  • 3ayZa atfasa7 ba2a .. wa atbest fel fos7a deih..
  • BoDO BoDo wa7ashNy awi.. 3ayZa al3ab ma3ah w ashoufu ba2a
  • RanDomiZe
  • yeMken eZ3al marra menaK .. laKen ew3a tfaKer enaK.. mn ...
  • 3ayZa a2oool. eno el nas el open minded deih nas meya meya .. bas ta3baneen leih ba2a ? 3ashan homma by7taremo w bysma3o weghet nazar el nas el tanya w byfakarOoO feiha.. da gaz2hOom ya3ni ?
  • mesh hageeb ana kotob human developement tany 3alla fekra.. kolohom by2olo nafs el kalam bas from different prespectives..
  • 3aM chaK cHak...w bOogy w taMtaM fe RamadaN.. walla el niNja Turtles a7la.. "Haya ya RefaK"
  • kona wa2feeen ba2a fe el balakooOna ana w amira beleil fel aGaZa
  • KathOra el 7adeeThoOo mn elaTy ahwaha
  • AftOkaLayZa
  • Kanet 7elwa awi el marra deih,... 3'eir kol el marat......el marat el tanya

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Childish memories =)

I've been thinking about what the games that I used to play when I was young...and I found that they weren't little, here's what I remember of my list:

  1. Tika 3al 3alli w tikka 3al waty
  2. Black shoes
  3. 2ooola
  4. 7'atooWet el arNab wel Namla wel 7aGat deih
  5. un deux troies soliel
  6. el baraya
  7. autobus complete
  8. Bingo
  9. sayaDeeN el samaK
  10. eL kalB el 7ayraN
  11. AflaM/ BdoooN kalaM
  12. KahraBa
  13. Osto3'maya
  14. taMaseel esKenDrya
  15. RoSiee RoSaaH (I am not sure of the spelling)
  16. el ta3laB fat
  17. el ManDeeeL
  18. el 2ota el 3aMya
  19. el Ouda el Dalma/ el 3aFareeet (H)
  20. TaC taC meeN 3aL baB... ana el deeB.. 3ayeZ eih... 3aYez beeeDa... Lonha eih .............
  21. HolaHob
  22. chess
  23. cards (kent, sando2, kooomy, koNkaN, el shayeeb)
  24. DomaNo
  25. connect 4
  26. Nat el 7aBl

da 3'eir el le3ab elly malhash esm ba2a:

- ta2leeef ay 7aga w tamseelha

- ne7ot ana w bent 7'alty el telephone 3al maktab w karasy w akeenena a secretary

- many paper games

Activities:

- Drawing with clay on on a white cement (maseees)

- using monshar arket ... to make disney shape medals

mesh 3arfa eih monasbet el 7agat deih.. bas ana fre7t enohom gom 3alla balee...

da 3'eir maged w fedoooly w moooza el 7abooba...

mickey, super mickey and mickey geeeb

w el maktaba el 7'adraa2

Flash w farafeeesh

w lamma kebert shewaya... ragol el mosta7eel w malaf el mosta2baL... I love these days awiii

and I just became in a good mood while recalling them =)