To me it's not just a song.
I am really watching myself and my reactions for about a month now, and I found myself experiencing some feelings that I've never experienced before.
I don't know whether it's a form of rejecting the current situation, or an abnormal fear of losing a precious relation, or even having it but not in the way it used to be
I know that what's happening is very normal, and may be it's happening everyday and to many people, or may be to me myself, and the relation was never weaker, on the contrary, may be with others it increased.
But I don't know why it feels so, this time.
The point is that is I am really HURTED because I am too sensitive in this relation, to the first time I feel how a "High Maintenance Person", acts like, and I don't want to let anyone be bored, I don't want to be an extra load instead of being an Understanding heart and a helping Hand, But Really I can't help it this time.
I know that I am over reacting But I can't help it :S
This relation really went very deep in a time that doesn't go with the deepness and the feelings that it touched, may be that what's made it unique.
I really feel very restless, and my feelings go Up and Down every now and then, and down means that I am hurted and not that my love curve is down or anything.
I wish I can convince my heart with the logical words that I have in mind.
