Saturday, July 16, 2005

Always Affected

There is a strange thing in me which is that I am Greatly affected by every person and i mean it every person passes by my life whether positevely or negatively, whether that person is intensionally affecting me or (s)he has nothing to do with it.

I tried a lot to analyze the reason behind it but i failed.One reason that i thought of is that either my tendency to try new things, new habits or even learn especially new things. Second is that my character(s) :P (as I am a Gemini wala fa7'r :)))) ) have lots of interests so i am attracted to those people who get things inside me that i am not aware of their existence. a Third Reason may be that these things I used to do in the pasts and they just awakned them and let them out.

Don't say that there is no problem in this. No there are great problems. First is sometimes I feel that i am immitating because the idea was not in my mind at the time of speaking, Second i feel that i am like a child who is always attracted with Colors and Strange things and that i am immature :((((
That was not the post I wished to be my First in this Blog, But it's been a long time since i decided to begin a blog and everytime i feel that is not a good openeing so this time I said i will begin to matter how bad the Openeing is