Human Beings RelationShips

"A relationship is a sum of mutual steps to minimize the distance between two people"

This Qoute stopped me, as I found it to be very true...

but, that's the Happy path.

The Problem is that, may be at sometimes, a partie stands still, all what (s)he does is to smile and wave for the other partie, and tells her/ him how happy is (s)he for seeing that other partie coming near.

May be at other times, we have an active partner, that keeps on walking non-stop and the other partie sometimes come closer, sometimes stand still and may be even going away, increasing the distance, and thus the distance will even grow, regardless how the first partie is approaching with all what they have.

it's normal that at some point of time one of the parties, may not be able to approach, and in this case, the other partie SHOULD make up for her/ his partner's stop to keep the relation healthy. but that should be the exception and not the default case of a healthy relationship.

Start Over

The last couple of days, I've been passing by a collection of strange feelings and experiences.
I felt that my inside was exposed to an earthquake.
And after thinking, thinking and thinking. For a successive complete 4 days with their days and nights.
I feel that I've learnt a lot and a lot, and I think the lessons of these experiences are unforgettable, because I woke up to look behind and find another things, that I've been doing, they are not mistakes, but they were not the best actions that could have been taken.
So, this time I am summaring what I wished I could have done other than what I already did. It's not that I am regreting what I've done or what I didn't do, but it's just clarifying to myself what I need to have in order to become what I wanna be, with myself and with the others.

There are some people around me whom I see as flags for telling me what's is right or what is wrong. I know that there is nothing absolutely right and another absolutely wrong. But in other words, I SEE THEM AS RIGHT or there deeds just convinces me and this just what matters. And So I may be taking them as models, None of these characters is exactly what I wanna be and SO, I just want to be like X in such and like Y in Such.

But I am afraid of losing my real self, I want to be MYSELF and not anyone else, I want to put my touch even in the things I like in others I need to DO IT MY WAY.

I neither want to stop still and keep on hating some of the things about myself, nor I want to enter the dilemma of taking X as a Model and losing my real me.

ANYWAYS.

I am just happy, because of the strong will I am having now in order to achieve what I want, Second because I put my priorities. Hope to fulfill what I want. Hope to reach the ME that I wanna be.

I Really want to Start Over

Exhausted....

I feel very exhausted...
Unfortunately, Not Physically... but ...
I am very tired, I need to cry, but there is no place to cry, I am at work now...
Even, when I am at home, I can't cry infront of my father, or else he will be very worried about that, and I don't want to be an extra load on him. God Saved him for us.

So, I am keeping on Pretending to be ok, in front of my team mates, my friends, family.

I need my right to cry, I need my time to sit with myself, I need my time to be in the no where and the no time.

I want to stop my mind from thinking, and painting the missing parts of the picture.

Sorry for letting U pass by "The Heaviest Experience.."

I am really Sorry, sorry for all what had happened, for the current situation, for the strange coincidence that happened to you. That because of me became strange, while it should have been very normal and may be a happy one.

I am afraid that I might be depriving you from something, that I myself see that you shouldn't have been deprived of.

I am very glad that I've someone caring and loving like you, may be another one in your position may have behaved differently. I am really sorry for you, and my conscious really hurts me because of you.

But, I as you know quite well, I have nothing in hand to do, even my words, you closed any opened door for me, so I became unable to talk in that subject with you clearly. Because you chose the way that carries the least amount of pain to me.

THANK U

THANK U

THANK U

just for being u.

Really words can't describe, my brain was shocked at the beginning, but by time I began to realize how you've sacrificed for me. I am happy because you cared for me that much but am very afraid of the thought of being the cause to deprive you from something, especially it's one of your rights.

I hope I'll be always there for you, as you are always there for me. And I hope to be one day the cause of bringing you and your kind heart all the joy and Happiness. I hope to have the chance to prove my love to you as you did, and what really affect me... is that I knew by chance... and I may've died without knowing what you have done.

Will be always there for u

Will be always caring

Will be always loving

Will be always Grateful.

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