What is it like ?

That's was the question that I was seeking its answer the past couple of days.

now I knew

I was telling myself that I will be happy with it anyways, at least I've it, although not in the way that suddenly popped out in my mind. Really I am not upset... as I felt that it's gonna be like this, but I hoped what I faked was true.

Let's try to live the reality, and stop dreaming...so as not to weap on an un-fulfilled dream, and enjoy the current state.

I appreciate that part of my life so much, I hope I can keep it forever and even work on making it deeper and more preciuos.