Exhausted....

I feel very exhausted...
Unfortunately, Not Physically... but ...
I am very tired, I need to cry, but there is no place to cry, I am at work now...
Even, when I am at home, I can't cry infront of my father, or else he will be very worried about that, and I don't want to be an extra load on him. God Saved him for us.

So, I am keeping on Pretending to be ok, in front of my team mates, my friends, family.

I need my right to cry, I need my time to sit with myself, I need my time to be in the no where and the no time.

I want to stop my mind from thinking, and painting the missing parts of the picture.